*Welcome*
I am a lost soul in the wind;
Drowning my sorrows and my sins,
Lost, alone on this dark and spooky night,
Alone, cause no one will ever understand my plight.
*Diary*
Monday, May 24, 2010
[Sometimes, it's so hard to tell yourself not to cry]
How was electives?? (:
Mine rocked ttm ;D
Solar cells damn slack sia ^_^
Release at 2:00pm
Then can play with solar energy.
Then watch video for 1 and half hour,
Lunch for 1 hour,
Break for 15 mins,
SUPER SLACK!!!
100% choose electives over normal school day ^^
Stuck on chinese homework...
Only done 2 pictures T_T
Why so much homework...
Hmm, how about some emo-ing? :)
Sounds good, right? Ok, emo :P
"Cying in pain, But there are no tears,
There are no good things, no tomorrow.
Forgotten how to smile, And how to live,
Still out there, Living alone.
Battling stormy nights, raging seas.
Forever alone, with an unreal peace.
Solitude to insanity, calmness to mad,
All alone, no one to share the hate.
Searching for somebody, just to share,
The pain the sorrow the anguish,
But no one really cares.
Forget it, move on you say,
Think, how hard it is if you were this way.
So cry away, those dry tears,
Speak up now, if you have any fears.
Cause your not alone, and everyone knows,
How hard it feels to be alone."
Think it's easy? Think again.
Will you show some care?
Friday, May 21, 2010
[If everything was just a dream, then where does love come from?]
What matters is not why we failed,
How we failed and where we failed,
But to not fail again the next time.
What matters is not why we cried,
Why we emo-ed and why we swore,
But how to control our emotions,
The next time.
What matters is not the humiliation,
The defeat, the embarrassment.
What matters is the lesson we learnt.
United (x
Monday, May 17, 2010
[HEY YO! CHECK IT OUT, IT'S THE BOYZ DANCE!]
Ok, this is not the sick version.
This is the somewhat normal version.
Ignore step 3, if you have a super corrupted mind.
That said, learn these steps ;]
1) Kneel on the ground, hand over head.
2) Jump up, legs together, hands at the side.
3) Hands to the front, cover goldenpine ;]
4) Turn left, right hand cover face.
5) Right leg kick out.
6) Right leg move behind left leg.
7) Turn to your right. Switch to left hand cover face.
8) Right leg should be in front for step 7.
9) Jump while turning to the front and cross your arms.
10) Legs should be together in step 9.
11) Right leg move back.
12) Left leg move behind right leg.
13) Right leg move behind left leg.
14) Left leg move to be parallel with right leg.
15) Arms should be kept crossed for steps 10-11.
16) Turn back (180 degrees) while uncrossing arms.
17) Hold out left elbow to your left.
18) Right hand on your hip for step 17.
19) Stretch left hand straight out, unclench fist.
20) Turn to your left while doing step 19.
21) Turn to your right.
22) Switch - right hand to hip, left hand fully out.
===CAN'T REMEMBER ANYMORE MOVES SO STOP HERE :D===
Friday, May 14, 2010
[Sometimes, the greatest challenge in life is finding a reason to keep living on]
Thursday, May 13, 2010
[Life is hard and fate is torturing me...how much worse can it get?]
Yay! Finally found and downloaded all the songs from 败犬女王, namely:
> 沒有如果
> 別再為他流淚
> 愛情之所以為愛情
Got low marks for history... ;[
Surprised as to how I got 'B' for maths!
I was like, thinking I got a 'C'??
Thought I totally flunked everything D:
History Jie Lin laughed like crazy.
Would have gotten 999999999999 views on Youtube,
If I posted a video of it :D
HCL is totally spammed with homework!!!
One day don't give homework will die is it?!
ZzZzZzZzZ.
Epic-ly bored...
QUACK once.
QUACK twice.
QUACK thrice.
Oh ya ;] I beat elite 4 in pokemon le!! :D
Don't call that lame...
Damn hard fight one ok?
Class performance dance is really gay...
Don't know when to go to shop for hoodie
And when...buy cap and all those...
Level camp coming though! :D
Crossing fingers and just hoping...
That Jie Lin won't kill us in the toilet T_T
He is making threats already!!!
Who made him the shower IC??????
He also want go girl toilet leh!!!
Jkjk.
Overly bored now...
Quote spam.
"Tears help to wash away the hurt and grief that we feel and time can heal wounds and calm matters, but nothing will ever take away the scars left behind a wound."
"It's not how you look at it, it's how you accept it. It's not how you accept it, it's how you overcome it. It's not how you overcome it, it's how you can forget it and move on."
"Every night is cold and every day is scorching. My life is fading cause without you, I am dying."
Thursday, May 6, 2010
[Face life, face up to reality]
It's amazing, isn't it?
How we tend to hide from the truth,
Distort it, give it lies,
And stuff yourself into the nearest,
And possibly darkest corner of the world,
Just to avoid a small matter.
Hide all you want,
For those who hide gets it 10 times over.
That, sadly is another cruel fact in life.
[Wishes that never come true are called aimless daydreams]
Emotions
Let's admit it - we all have emotions.
From crying, to laughing,
From feeling sad to feeling hyper,
Crazy or succumbing to;
The sheer force of Jie Lin's disease,
We have all experienced this wonderful mix of emotions.
Are emotions good? Or do they leave you depressed?
Do they leave you laughing (like Jie Lin),
Or do they make you cry and break down?
We call people 'emo';
When they are depressed.
Have we ever thought that 'emo',
Could mean extreme happiness as well?
Never. How inconsiderate we are these days.
How different we are...how changed.
How we will never even think about those days again.